It was kinda amazing how vending out how I feel could feel so much better inside..Maybe this might be the best way to express what Im feeling inside..I'm always friendly and put up a smile basically to anyone in real life..But not many know about the depressed me, and I dont intend to show this weakness as I hate people looking at me as weak. Heck, sometimes I dont even know why is it so difficult for me to be happy..Whenever I'm happy, worries or sadness never fail to show up as well..Maybe that's me..I don't even know the reason..Life sucks